Rum Diary.

All i want is..

2009-01-19T20:21:31Z

A nice,cute guy who can make me laugh :)
Who'll send me random little texts.
Who'll hold me while i sleep + Kiss me in the morning.
And who'd be happy to just go out for a pint :)

"Some people are settling down, some people are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies."

x

Heartbeats

2009-01-09T17:40:07Z

Every night she finds herself in bed, reliving every glance he gave her and every word he said, and even though she’s been over him for a long time now, she wonders if he ever lies in bed and thinks the same things.

I guess I never let you go because in the back of my mind I still believe that someday we’ll get our second chance.

There hasn’t been one day since you left where I haven’t fought the urge to put you back in my life.

Just because I finally got over you doesn’t mean there aren’t days when it all comes rushing back.

She hates how she can’t keep a boyfriend only because she keeps comparing them to you. To her you’re still perfect.

It's a new year. . .

2009-01-02T21:00:35Z

And i really am going to try my best to change some things for the better...

My new years resolutions?

To loose some weight.
And to actually get a boyfriend,and stop being afraid of commitment.
And the most important one?

To be classy at all times.

There's alot i like about myself,like my confidence,that i didn't have last year.
But those things above?
Really need to happen,then i can be the best person i can be.

I'm really looking forward to this new year.
S'gonna be intresting...

xx

Thinking Bliss. . .

2008-12-15T20:05:10Z

Latley.

I have no idea were my head is.

I really miss my ex.
I don't want to.
But i can't help it.
And there is nothing i can do.

Shit is messed up at home too.
Really getting me down,cba talking about it though.